Well, I have to say this week started out on a bit of a frustrating note. Nothing major, just one of those weeks were nothing is working out quite right. Every day I needed something that I COULD NOT find. My apartment is not large, nor is it messy, so I feel like I should not be losing things this often. Of course, when one thing I was looking for ended up being found 2 days later taped to a bag of chips in my pantry, maybe I should really start to wonder about what exactly is happening here!
I was also a bit emotional surrounding the issue of birth control pills. I wont get into it here, but I am basically thinking they have kept me from being who I want to be. I will no longer be taking them. I was off them for a while and recently went back on them. Then I went insane again, and started feeling sad and nervous and anxious and jealous and lazy and lethargic. Crying for no reason at all. Unable to have conversations without breaking down in tears. Basically, how I felt all of my last year in Indianapolis. It was awful, and feels upsetting when I think about it too much.
Today I was lazily looking through Facebook photos someone posted of a movie in the park night that i went to on Sunday. From there I clicked through to a blog, and read a bunch of posts. There was a post on fun things to do in Nashville, and a list of lots of things but for some reason a place called Mercy Lounge just stood out to me, so I looked it up. It is a concert venue, so I checked out their calendar. Turns out tomorrow night is a Vandaveer show. Vandaveer is a band I have on a burned cd my friend Martha made me back in 2007. Back then I looked for tour dates, but they were in Europe, and then I never really thought of it again, though I do still listen to that cd. It was just so weird to see that they were playing here, and not only that, that I found out about it, and not only THAT, but I am not working tomorrow so I can go! I probably wont know any songs since I only have their 2007 album, but I am really excited about it for some reason, I guess because it seems so random that I know about it at all. Like destiny.
So maybe this week is starting to turn around. Leaving for Chicago Friday and that will be a great weekend with delicious food and drink and old friends and new friends and I’m super excited!